Happy birthday, Ian
This song by an artist i like always makes me think of you
i really do tell silly stories about us sometimes
Of course it's not a perfect fit in every way
You were always the one who ran to my rescue, after all
i know i hurt you a great deal, for insane reasons
i don't think there's much i can say that would mean anything at this point
other than thank you, i'm sorry, i was an idiot
i don't think anyone ever has loved or will love me as much as you did
i hope you have lots of love in your life and that you're doing what you want to do
<3 fall (the being formerly known as rose)
What should I have done?
Is this where I'm supposed to be?
I hurt you with the choices I made,
so if I got graded, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't get an A+
If only I had...
We might still be together if...
All these messy feelings come pouring out sometimes,
and there's still a draft on my phone, "I miss you"
How are you? Same as always?
Are you lonely but acting like you're fine again?
Me? You know, having fun, struggling to survive,
finding people who are important to me, stuff like that
Someday, I hope you'll think of me
and tell silly stories about us
Our imperfect days together
are what gave me this voice I'm singing with
No matter what I do, I just can't throw away
all the feelings you gave me
Strange, considering how many things I want to tear to pieces
But I guess you always have loved to troll
How are you? Same as always?
Then you must be getting sick every couple weeks
I'm not running to your rescue like a fool anymore,
so at least try to make sure you eat enough
Bye bye, sometimes I think of you
and get nostalgic about things that happened
Our imperfect days together
made me who I am now, there's no denying it
The nights you held me while I cried
The excitement I felt on my way home from work
It's like you've vanished from these memories
I've erased that draft
Someday, I hope you'll think of me
and tell silly stories about us
Our imperfect days together
I know will always...
Someday, I want to think of you
and tell silly stories about us
Our imperfect days together
will be part of the voice I sing with then too
What should I have done?
Is this where I'm supposed to be?